a new plan

diary entry 052

it’s been a couple days since i wrote in my diary, and honestly, it feels weird. i am definitely a creature of habit + morning girlie — writing at 7pm, after missing a few days, is hard. but hopefully that’s gonna change now that i have a clearer vision of where i’m going.

i wanna write a book and make a movie before i die.

hell, i wanna write a couple books and make a classic romance, romcom, coming of age, and anime movie or series before i die.

so i updated my bios for seemcat, she films and poh across all platforms to reflect those dreams because for some reason, updating your bio makes it so much clearer what the fuck you're doing.

the stan dare to post challenge helped me prove i’m capable of showing up as a consistent creator. now i need to become fucking great at storytelling.

so here’s the plan:

every day — i’m writing in this diary. that’s not changing.

every 2 weeks — i’m uploading a new episode of the girl who mastered herself on youtube, a 2000s movie review reel + film inspo reel on instagram, and the she films newsletter.

and to make sure i actually show up, i’m tracking two work habits on poh:

write a diary entry every morning after meditating.

work on my film craft every workday at 9am.

p.s. — poh ios is still in review with apple. i have everything they need, i’ve just been procrastinating on responding. but i’ll get back to them tomorrow. for now, i’m gonna rest.

♡ mb